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I have to confess I've never read the new Ms Marvel.. I'm kind of afraid of being dissapointed. But I will likely end up reading it eventualy :nod:
Thu May 21, 2015, 8:22 AM
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Oooh! Can you draw the new Ms Marvel? I mean, who doesnt like ms marvel besides heavily bias and racist people.
Thu Apr 2, 2015, 4:06 PM
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Any kind :XD:
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What kind of characters?
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I don't know why it took me this long to write this journal.
Actually.. that's a lie. I do know. And I hate that I know.
Ugh.. I'm not a good.. nevermind.

Coward-Cowardice.
cow·ard·ice
1. lack of courage in facing danger, pain, or difficulty
2. The state or quality of being without a backbone, hence, metaphorically, spinelessness; lack of strength of character


I'm a coward, and the worst fucking kind.
I've always thought of myself as someone who would act out when something wrong is happening.
Someone who would never stand idle while something bad is happening.
well, I saw something bad happening and I didn't do jack shit about it. I froze. Just froze and cried like a little child.
I could've said something or intervene, but I didn't.. I just stood there, crying, pathethic.

Let me start at the beginning.
I usually take Nina (My pug-pekingese) for an early walk on the days I don't have to work with Mom.
We live right infront of the sea so we usually go walk there.
Having the Ocean so close helps ease my anxiety and the negative thoughts. It's nice.

About two weeks ago we were halfway through our commune when we spotted a large figure laying close to the shore.
As we got closer we noticed it a dead Whale. Smelled awfull and it made me feel even worse. Not a very nice sight.
There was about 2 people taking photos of it with their cells but that was it.
We kept going, figured I couldn't do anything to help so we went on.
By the time we were coming back there was a large amount of people surrounding the animal, and even one of those yellow
vehicles that are used to pick things up.
We didn't even stop to look around, figured there was nothing to do so we went home for a shower and some breakfast.

The next week, we went walking like always, the weather was nice and everything went on as usual, only with one exception.
As we got closer to the end of the path, we spotted what appeared to be an amish man staring at something on the ground.
At first I couldn't make out what that thing was but I couldn't take my eyes off of it. It was a seal.
When I realized that I stated walking faster. I had never seen a seal up close and in person (outside of seaworld).
And I have to admit a part of me was excited to see one soo close.
I didn't even know it was possible for a seal to be swiming in these areas, I always thought they liked colder tempteratures.
Just as we were few feet away and I got to take a good look at it, my stomach dropped. Nina kept pulling towards it, sniffing loudly.
The seal appeared to be ill and it's skin looked... bad, it's hard to describe.
But the thing that stuck with me the most was the look on it's eyes.
It had the saddest, most heartbreaking look. Up to this day I still can't forget those eyes. it stared at me so profoundly that I felt my heart wrinkle.
In part because it felt like it was asking for help, while oddly enough it also looked resigned. As if it somehow knew what was going to happen.
But something popped in my mind at that very moment, Penny, my Penny, whom passed away on 2013.
It had the same big black eyes that Penny had, only Penny's eyes were always happy and alive, even when he was very old.
I don't know how long I stood there staring at the seal while it stared back.
The amish man glared at us, and we started walking away, I got scared. I don't know why. I don't get it, but I got scared.
Wanted to get away, so we kept going forward and we left that spot. several steps later I looked back and I saw the man still looking at us.
We reached the end of the path and headed back, My mind was confused, crazy thoughts were flowing and I tried focusing on nice things.
We eventually got to the same spot where the seal was, except this time a whole bunch of amish people were there, this time older women were there as well.
but this time not just staring, this time they were pushing the animal, taunting it, making it angry, kicking it's tail.
It was making weird noises, and shaking violently. It's mouth was wide open.
I was paralyzed. They only stopped when they saw me. Like I mentioned earlier, I didn't do anything.
I couldn't move, I was stunned. "The children of God" taunting and playing with a dying Animal.
The only thing I did was grab Nina and walk away. some steps further tears started falling down my face.
The comune back home was...
When we got home I told mom and like a little child I rached for her arms.
I questioned my memory, my eyes, my mind and the fact that perhaps I had not gotten enough sleep. Maybe it was a mistake. It wasn't. these people did those things.

I was afraid to google about this until recently. I feared of what I would find.
And there was a good reason to fear.

call me childish, immature, and why not? Stupid. But it rips me knowing what people are capable of doing, that these type of people exist.

I don't know what there is to gain from making another living creature suffer, and I hope I never do.

And I hope none of you have to ever experience something like this, period.

For those of you who want to read about it, there are a couple of articles about it: frontera.info/EdicionEnLinea/N…

This is a photo of the incident.

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Anya Uribe
Mexico
Social Outcast.
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Certified Geek.
Avid Gamer.
BAD Pun Queen.
Yep.

Loves: Comics, Films, Photography, Music, roadtrips, videogames, Cute guys, Nice people, Cats, Pugs, Cartoons, Pizza, sexy time and anything with Catwoman!
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Skysofdreams-Stock Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for the fave!
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Check out my photography account! :iconskysofdreams:
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BillyBaphomet Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Professional Traditional Artist
Dude, your gallery kicks ass...
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AnyaUribe Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Ouch... But thanks! :aww:
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micma Featured By Owner 5 days ago
I'm totally in love with your art. Great gallery!
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AnyaUribe Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Thank you very much! :aww:
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Fadedsaint Featured By Owner May 20, 2015
Why do you rock so hard?
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AnyaUribe Featured By Owner May 20, 2015
Awww that's very sweet but not quite acurate :blushes:
Thank you though :bow:
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Fadedsaint Featured By Owner May 22, 2015
Well it's n the big book of Fadedsaint that you rock and that's counted as an offical document in almost two states!
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CoreyAMurray Featured By Owner May 18, 2015
Why don't you just moveyour old work to scraps instead of hiding them under a black image?
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AnyaUribe Featured By Owner May 18, 2015
You've already asked this and I've already answered you Sweating a little...
The reason why I change them to black is because some people like to post my stuff in tumblr, pinterest, facebook and such (for which I'm honored and flatered) but some pieces I'm very ashamed of and I'd rather keep them like this before re-uploading them updated.
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CoreyAMurray Featured By Owner May 18, 2015
Ah, I see :) Sorry
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japender61 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2015
I really enjoy your gallery, and I love your style. Sorry to see that you no longer take commissions :(
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LoverofGames64 Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Hey, does anyone know if premium membership accepts debit cards?
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AnyaUribe Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2015
I think it does, most websites do :nod:
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Rubisha Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2015  Student General Artist
holiii
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AnyaUribe Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2015
Hola :D
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Rubisha Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015  Student General Artist
como has estado? cuanto tiempo sin hablarnos  8D
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AnyaUribe Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2015
Mas o menos :D y tu?
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Hattushilish Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2015
de veras me gusta su estilo
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AnyaUribe Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2015
Muchas gracias! :)
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